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It's 16Nov!
After enjoying 3days holiday,
i realised my Ielts result is coming out.
before going for class at 10.30am
i decided to check results online
it's a disappointing score...
i really dont know what to do for UCAS

Then i posted a status on FB
at that moment,i really think that
(how poor am i?==)
Thanks to everyone who showed concern
I really appreciate =D
(i manage to cheer up within 24hours,haha)
and lots of advice (to retake)
anyway it's my problem..
stubborn? or... 
sometimes i'm just a bit self-centered
and i have my way of thinking
for me,English test is nothing to prepare
it tested our level..
many of my college mates just walked in and test,w/o studying 
8.0 is what they got
so,that's my level..
for so many years i studied english
and that's my score!
even how much time i retake,it wont change much
the only thing i cannot accept is speaking,5.5!
if i got 6.5 for that,my overall band still the same(6.5)..
but it just too ugly:(

no matter how,i still have to think a solution for UCAS
then i found out most of the uni in UK accept 1119
"they require 1119 C6 or above
but Ielts 7.0 above"
isnt it very stupid if i submit my ielts result?
idk they overestimated the level of spm 
or they would still ask us to join english class in UK if we use 1119 B4 result
anyway submitting ielts result is too risk
1st impression might be spoiled
used RM590 as an experience,take for nothing
maybe SPM1119 is ady enough
but i know i have to face my "brain stuck" problem during speaking test
if i manage to solve it, my future pace for interview would be smooth

I choose not to retake,
cz i dont want to go under the stress again
the time check==
i just simply hate test!
time consuming..how can i not careless,not brain stuck?
anyway,how hopeless am I, 
I would still continue using english
it's a beautiful language~ 
the Vampire Diaries is awesome xD
and i dont like typing chinese words
that's why chinese input keyboard doesnt exist in my mobile phone,never... 

Hopefully i wont disappoint me(or i wont disappoint it?) one day in the future...
resuscitation
just like cantonese 
took some years,and suddenly able to speak and understand xD